t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, July 10, 2004
=] hahas. di er ci ai shang ni's midi is playing.. cos i'm reading me&pl's blog. and suddenly. i feel so helpless. i feel. useless. like. what kind of a best friend am i?.. my best friend feels so hurt.. going through so much pain.. yet.. she's all alone.. and i don't know that she's in pain.. so.. i wasn't there for her.. sighs..
blah. what a way to start my entry. buuhhs. sincere apologies. just that. i've received enough surprises today. i'm actually surprised i'm still.. happy. ha. oh wells.
i dunno larhs.. its the 10th todae.. the 10th already.. i'm just.. buhs. nevermind. i don't even know why i allow myself to be affected. i just feel that i'm partly responsible for what happened i guess. but in a sense. maybe i don't even have the right to bother.. so.. i shall not. =]
am gonna be going for the concert laters.. well.. i just wanna.. enjoy myself and not let anything else distract me.. =]
hahas. i realised something. life might seem sad to you. but that doesn't mean that you HAVE to be sad as well. look at it as a form of a lesson. a challange. something that's meant for you to overcome. and you might feel better. =] hahas. am feeling so.. i dunno what today. bahhs. forgive me yeahs.
rawrs. what the fuck am i doing. blahhhhs. somebody? anybody? save me please? ha. rights. on a second note. there's nothing to save. cos. i don't even know what is fucking wrong wit myself. ahhhhs. okays. maybe i'm just mood swinging. or maybe. its just that. i have a hunch. about something. that i do not like. at. all. =]
cause i'm broken..
when i'm open..
and i don't feel like..
i am strong enough..
cause i'm broken..
when i'm lonesome..
and i don't feel right..
when you're gone away...
rahh. see what i mean now? i dunno what's wrong.
*happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts . .. .
i should go now. ta.
;elysium.
3:07:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
